My will vs God's Will-The Power of Will

My will(might I succeed) is by nature primarily temporal while God's Will[that all(who will?) be reunited with Him]is by Nature Eternal(encompassing and rendering miniscule the temporal).

If I surrender my will to God then His Goodness implodes and explodes(temporally perhaps gradually but eternally suddenly) within yet remaining Stillness by His Will.

...yet a glass (less?)darkly continues to intervene...

because as Paul has said 'What I will I do not and what I do I will not' and 'yet not I but Christ who live(th) in me', interesting apparent conundrum...

I note that I could be a better parishioner for my preacher, thank you, Dr Rick, for the reminder.